I woke up noticing that a large part of the anxiety and precarity is financial. I should do yoga and meditate so that I recognize this when it comes up and set it aside. How to increase income: promotion. The rest of it is the self-care issue which is really the self-love issue, as we have discovered.
It was one of those rare, truly beautiful days, and we drank coffee outside, practically all day. We decided that the issue at the university is that we are not colleagues, we are not a team; everyone is against each other like serfs, trying to hang on.
These were lovely realizations and I have refinished my vita, such as it is. I will stop saying my work is bad because it is mine, which is essentially what I have been saying for a very long time.
#OccupyHE
Axé.