What was diabolical about that aspect of Reeducation was how closely it replicated my first education. I have said this before, but I see it so clearly now. There are deep common elements, authoritarianism, narcissism, and a faulty logic that I think is some kind of fash psyop, really. I remember puzzling over these contradictions … More Diabolical
Axé.
They are destructive to you. Don’t help them. Yes, it is sad that you have not understood this fully before and have in that way been complicit in the destruction of yourself, but it is very good you see it now and can stop colluding. And you will find you heal somewhat. Even seeing what … More The rule!
You should log the things that happen each day or week, I have decided. I always thought of diaries as cursi but they are meditative, and it’s good. I dreamed of a humiliating conversation at work, the kind that always happens. I’m asked how to improve the program, and I make recommendations based on national … More Log, and dream
So, in the Spanish original: i) There is a blank page on 38. ii) The note you wrote under Poems Separated… is not there in the Spanish. iii) (1938-1939) is missing in the Indice in [Cartas]. In the English translation: i) In actual Letter VII, there are no brackets around VII. ii) Also, the title page for … More Manuscript revision
ASTR dresses. I have their Seema dress. In the one I have, the rib is the key and the color, orange, is appearently great. Do I want another just like it to keep in reserve, or a different ASTR dress? Axé.
These are the words Afshan Jafar quoted to talk about the overhaul of certain institutions of higher education in Florida. It’s an important formula. “Those highly partisan appointees vowed to ‘demonstrate that the public universities, which have been corrupted by woke nihilism, can be recaptured, restructured, and reformed.’5“ Axé.
Or so say the union staff. I’ve missed my calling. I also don’t give myself enough credit. Axé.
I want this. And this. Axé.
It will be interesting to see what will happen if I stop, and put myself and my work first. As I was planning to do when I got here. Axé.
coldhearted scientist وداد 