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I do not have time to write it out now but these were the other things I and we saw, talking in real life today: – about research jobs and fields – about foreign language teaching – about being place sensitive – about the actual state of my manuscript – about how I could hit … More Placeholder

Comment écrire

This week’s brilliant link from Dame Eleanor Hull. I want to figure out how to implement this and I am stuck on #5 because my teaching assignment varies so much. I could also cut down on service but it is the optional service that keeps me interested and makes things work. During this week, when … More Comment écrire

Et plus encore

I go into these crises of fear — “fear of extreme violence,” said a diagnostician — if I do not serve everyone perfectly, or if I thwart someone else’s wishes for the sake of my own survival. Many of those who have seen me in person do not imagine these things because I am so … More Et plus encore

Et plus tard

Here is a comment I really support: “Part of being solid in a career is making those choices as to what you will and will not put up with. The thing that we all need to learn is to how to deal with it politically.” I like it because it goes against what I was … More Et plus tard

“It is worse than useless to treat an external problem as an internal one”

Why are we asked to question ourselves so much? For several days I have been wishing some accident would come and kill me. This morning as I woke up, I was thinking: “well, since I want to die as badly as I do, I had better come up with a method that will really work, … More “It is worse than useless to treat an external problem as an internal one”

Popol Vuh

This blog is about how despite sacrifice and penitence I am not as great a sacrificer or penitent as is required, and would like to become less of one and not more. Clarissa Dame Eleanor Hull Squadromatico I was expected to be a housewife and my marriage would have been abusive because that was what … More Popol Vuh

Today’s weather

Self-esteem: por los suelos. Pressure, of every kind: high. Fatigue: extreme. Immediate Reason: the language program. I am so tired from it, and so traumatized from the language teaching wars. The trauma would end if we had a program with goals and policies, and if it were coherent and feasible and we all actually followed … More Today’s weather