What was diabolical about that aspect of Reeducation was how closely it replicated my first education. I have said this before, but I see it so clearly now.
- There is something wrong with you. You do not see it, but you are inferior to other people and need our good will and support. Without these, forever, you will die
- You must therefore stay in a supplicant relationship to us, and serve us
- You have hurt us. You must atone and make us whole
- At the same time, you must detach. You must atone and make us whole, but you must also make normal progress to degree (so to speak) and have activities to show all is well. You must not feel you should make us whole, yet you must do it (the problem here is that the ones I had allegedly hurt and had to make whole were the same people I was not to feel I had to repair)
There are deep common elements, authoritarianism, narcissism, and a faulty logic that I think is some kind of fash psyop, really. I remember puzzling over these contradictions trying to see wisdom in them but I think there is none, I think the incoherence is designed to fragment the listener.
Axé.
coldhearted scientist وداد 