And, if what I am applying for now does not work out, I will apply for other things like it and yet more baldfacedly, things like this. In the meantime I must: ♦ do taxes ♦ make a reservation in Houston ♦ retrieve my coat ♦ buy a bed frame for those guests ♦ buy … More Take Two
Today we announced to each other that the problem is the infantilization and the undermining: they will not recognize our expertise. Talking to them is nearly impossible since the people they think they are talking to, are not us, but some suspicious and conniving, deceptive characters who have in essence faked our advanced degrees. We … More The gaslighting, el resplandor
Bouder. It is said that they wake up boudés and they boudé all day until they begin to drink, and then they forget they ever was boudé until the next day, when they start again. Axé.
Being vulnerable to being preyed upon, that is what Dame Eleanor Hull diagnosed me with, and it is true. Most specifically I am preyed upon by a certain kind of individual with a certain type of protection, when I am in a place I appear not to be able to leave. That is when I … More Preying upon…
My worst work block is thinking I have to rush while working. I greatly dislike rushing, I like to do things calmly. So when I started to be told that as an academic, you had to always do everything as quickly as you possibly could and as superficially–or you would be cut–I decided I preferred … More It is true, I do not like to rush
I am clearing my shelves, looking at things I have loved, imagining the French Caribbean, the France we were. I am thinking of naming someone Vèvè or Damballah. One of the most interesting people, the deeper people I have met is Assia Djebar. I am looking at some pages of rich prose now and I … More Assia Djebar
I am finished writing about teaching, or thought I was, for the document in question. But I should actually add a sentence on style. Also: I think I am not quite qualified for what I am applying for, but it has been brought to my attention that I could also be perceived as overqualified. I … More A sentence to add…
Now, that covers a lot. Axé.
Allah, Allah… Axé.
“Vos podés estar en el lugar que te proponés,” me han dicho, but it appears I should be at Cambridge since they do things as I would. I should simply do things and not worry. ♦ The freshman introduction to modern Spanish literature at Cambridge starts in 1800, not 1700, and uses these four texts: 1. … More Those pesky courses
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