…what has been going on. There is a certain kind of bad situation I can usually only tell I have because of how I feel from it, not what I see.
You have to believe your senses. And I, if I am flashing back as I have kept doing intermittently for about three weeks, am always reacting to something that is happening now, even if I cannot identify it. This is a really important point, it is not random and it is not simply because I have been reminded — it is because there is some actually similar situation now.
Our lecture tonight was moved to a different building and we all felt so happy, without oppression, and the room was beautiful and we all felt somehow reborn, we were brilliant.