I do not understand this well enough yet to say it comprehensibly, but it appears that the reason I am incomprehensible as a person is that I am not trying to advance against others in the way that is considered natural.
The “natural” thing, it seems, is to assume that anything anyone achieves is meant as a kind of land grab from you. I am not only incomprehensible due to not reading things this way; I also do not comprehend the point of it.
How do you have to be raised to think in that way? What did I escape or miss?