Every time I go into files I find notes to self about working in my department at UL. I’d be doing research projects and needing access to self to do them and be having trouble with it, and have revelations about how the abuse in my department was eroding me. These are not very legible, … More Addendum to my December moulting
Important. So, pinning to the top, we have the results: 1. Sacrificing everything to alleged institutional needs and goals is NOT actually good professional service. 2. My research is fantastic. I deserve to do it, and the world deserves it, even if it is not in one of the university’s desired disciplines (or challenges a … More The conclusions from my December moulting
Suspicion and informing. Students informing on each other, and one assigned to inform on the professor. Anne Appelbaum said this. I should look up more lists and see if more of my department’s characteristics are listed. Axé.
I hadn’t paid attention to him so far, and I am missing an interesting reading of some of his work in an interesting venue right now, but at least missing this reading has brought him to my attention, so at least there is that. I should get his Amazonian poems and use them in my … More Mazzotti
I should write that article, “What is a Scholar?” because I think the question explains a lot, the rules for being an academic, especially in the corporate university, are really different. I would understand a lot by doing it. I need to re-vision my trajectory in terms more like those Elizabeth sees. Also, there’s something … More Academic vs. Scholar, and related…plans
I can’t seem to comment on my other post so I will say here: What the grievance guy said: yes, the chair should be chair to the whole department and yes, you should say these things to him; All of Spanish, and the French graduate students, suffer from the practices of the elite-French, and they … More Meanwhile
I’m letting this book go today, it’s too dated for me, that is, does not feel like a classic. Axé.
The authoritarian mindset is hard to break. Here are things I would like to express to leadership in our department but don’t think I will be allowed to. I despair of being comprehensible, although I consider these things simple, so I’ll note them for the future. They are things are to save the department, whose … More Countering the Authoritarian Mindset
More on hiring. The hire I want, one person to replace a just-retired professor and a retiring instructor, will be a forward-looking person with at least some of these characteristics (and/or other similar ones): * a research program they like, and that they can bring students in on, including for undergraduate research * the ability … More On hiring
It’s a brilliant site. I got this from them. Axé. ENTER SHADOWS Then I saw the shadow of the massive cypress tree split the queue of cars in two. How can a neighborhood be as narrow as Ramallah al-Tahta? How can one tree’s shadow be as vast as a border cleaving countries? How can night … More Poem per diem: Enter Shadows
